Qui se ressemble s'assemble.

El latido de tu corazon

fue lo primero que escuche

mucho antes de nacer

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tu sorisa tu cara

fue lo primero

que vi al abrir mis ojos a este mundo

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mis primeros pasos di hacia ti

mis primeras palabras las escuchaste tu

has estado presente en los momentos

mas importantes de mi vida.

tus palabras abrieron mi mente

y mi corazon a las posibilidades

infinitas que me ha dado Dios

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gracias te doy.madre mia,

por tu ejemplo,por tu esmero,

y por estar siempre a mi lado

y muy dentro de mi corazon

译：在我出生之前　　最早听到的声音　　是你的心跳

当我第一次向这个世界睁开眼睛　　见到的　　是你的微笑，你的面容

我的第一步是走向你，我的第一句话是你听见．在我生命中最重要的时刻　　你一直在场

你的话语使我的思想和心灵　　无限可能的开放　　正如上帝所赐

谢谢你　　我的妈妈　　谢谢你的榜样　　你的细心

谢谢你陪伴　　在我身旁　　在我的内心深处！

爱怕什么

I’m happy these days, for I have been thinking many pleasant things. Well you may don’t know that when was a child, I was god’s darling. So this is the reason why I choose Christina for my name which is sacred and noble. My photograph of one hundred days was shown to people by photo studio and from then on, I was known by a lot of people. Everyone knows that babies are all similar but I was a exception. From my first day of coming this new world, I was the beauty which caused “cities and kingdoms to fall” which was praised by everyone knew me. Nowadays, I feel greatly honoured that heaven bestows favour on me and I hope you can’t suppose that I am blowing my own trumpet. I just state my situation objectively. Moreover, I have a beloved parents who attribute their whole energies to me. Once was an undergraduate, I was also stubborn and didn’t like to listen to others’ suggestion that caused many mistakes. Although things had happened, my parents had been trying to help me all the time. Their effort acquired reward at last that I survived university life’s most unfortunate term from 2004 to 2006 under their education. Till now I also appreciate them a lot. Just their high responsibility to me that saves me. So here I only want to say one word that “ Dad and mom, as your daughter, I quarrel with you many times and I am regret deeply. I appreciate your help and am bound to be a girl regarded worthy-proud by you in the near future.”

Well, you may don’t know what I want to say on earth. In virtually, I only want to write something without any purpose. Departing from university is a maturity in itself and I will become more and more mature in work. While what do I think of maturity? It’s an abstract concept and self-confidence and modestness are just two aspects of maturity. But when needing self-confidence, we should remain confident and so does modestness. For example, one’s beautiful appearance can make him superior to others, set up confidence for himself and he should take it as granted and keep self-confidence. But when you are criticized by others for your false, you should be modest and accept positive opinion. I consider that I can’t use such a few simple sentences to state maturity accurately and you may need time to consider it carelly time and time again. Just as I said in my previous blog that savvy is the most crucial in the course of maturity.

I made a mistake in my job as a result of my carelessness the day before yesterday, so my boss gave me a serious and earnest criticism which let me move deeply. I sincerely thank his guide for my work and this feeling had never touched me before. Since having been done assignment well, I never thought I could do task badly. Maybe I had much confidence in myself that led to my conceit. While talking about my work, I realized clearly his having expended much care and thought on me. Although he was angry a lot and spoke in a very stern voice, I knew each word he said was beneficial to me. That scene was really beyond my description and I can assure that any girl except me is bound to cry facing his action. I knew my own problem through communion with him and could understand his high criterion and increasing hope to all of us. Just his strong responsibility to profession caused me to treat him with increased respect and admire him greatly. After his guidance, it occured to me that I should take him as my example, and for a long time I have been holding a view that successful career doesn’t only belong to men but remain with women who are equal to male. Moreover this is also the reason why I appreciate his suggestion to me that once upon a time nobody criticised me to my face and I didn’t know my shortcoming until that day. Just think carefully, indeed I didn’t deal with that matter well but when he talked with me, I said nothing, for I didn’t want to seek pretext in the face of truth to explain something for my mistake. Truth is truth and so is fause. Now that problem has already happened the only way to solve it I think is to do it better next time rather than complaining anyhing. I consider that any word is lifeless in front of reality and I only believe behavior. This is my life standard.

I visited Yaohua High School yesterday. From this experience, I recognized that most students like to travel in the following foreign countries, such as England, America, Canada, Germany, Japan and Singapore and among them, England and Japan are the most welcomed. I’m thinking the reason why students have priority cater for these two countries. For my own part, I like England most, not only its language circumstance, human flavour, advanced education and technology, and unique culture with classicism character but also its climate, architecture, civilization and manner attract me deeply. As for Japan, I have no idea about the reason, for I don’t much like this small country maybe the reason is that its travel charge is low relatively. RMB ￥8800/per person in a week is OK . I also consider that their parents are all great. In order to send their children to accept advanced education in developed countries, they almost contribute their whole to these children in order that these students can live better than them. I can also become a mother in the near future when I will regard them as my model and try my best to let my child live better than me, better than these students. This is my obligatory duty and also my responsibility.

I accompanied my father to take part in a formal invitation on April 23. The host was my father’s classmate in middle school and the reason for her lavish hospitality was that she had a favour to ask of my father to find a decent job for her son. Well, the specialty of her son was similar with that of my father, so my father could give him a hand. When having supper, another gentleman, a senior engineer, talked about her son with us together. Although I didn’t know much about architecture, I was fond of the pattern to talk of something helpful to me with experienced people and could learn much beneficial experience from these seniors. From their words, I might acquire precious suggestions and found a shortcut to succeed. Everyone knew that recent intellectual’s supply exceeded demand, so capability and background are crucial to youth besides academic credentials. Frank speaking, we could regard background as relations and from a certain degree, relations’ power was beyoud imagination and description. As a result, in the first place, I think I must perfect myself in order to lay a solid basis for triumph depending on myself but not others, although my father had a high status. While this was also the correct way to require others for me, but I must do something well before requesting other people. In the next place, for my concerned person, I should give a strict demand to him as a result of my obligatory duty. The reason why I did it like this was because I hope he was excellent. Nowadays, responsible people were too scarce to find honest and upright gentlemen. The last but not the least, I must independent and take good care of my parents in order to let them set their minds at rest and live a happy remaining years.

Well, the most excited time had approached on April 24. My elder brother married a lovely and pretty young girl and they were fortunate couple. I met many familiar people on his wedding, such as Professor Wu, Director Su of International School of Tianjin University of Commerce. I have the greatest esteem for Professor Wu who was my teacher in my university, also was my relative and gave me deep impression. He was upright, easy-going and willing to help others. For such a respectable professor, it’s hardly found in recent society. When a university student, I received much help from him. At the same time, I also took some photographs with this couple and other relatives. Everyone knew an easy truth that bride should be the apple of guests’ eyes, but others shown much attention to my appearance on my brother’s wedding. Here I didn’t want to compliment myself but I really couldn’t understand the phenomenon that why I always attracted others on many occasions. Indeed I took it as an honour and I thought this was my nature gift which didn’t belong to others. I have been paying plenty of attention to my image in public all the time. In that circumstance, I also knew some new friends who are kindhearted, beautiful, handsome and self-possessed. Haha, youth always had a lot of interested subjects.

Well, it’s about to 0:30 and I will go to work tomorrow morning. So stop writing here today. Maybe I will transmit a few photographs in one or two days to share with my beloved friends.

That’s all. Thank you for your careful attention!